Ayoko ng kaaway. Ayoko, ayoko, ayoko. Tantanan niyo ako. Please? Please? Please? Wag niyo ako awayin. Tigilan niyo ako. Kasi
Lilipad naman ako e.
Lilipad.
Lalayo ako dito.
Lalayo.
Lalayo.
Doon ako sa ulap ko.
DAHIL HINAYUPAK NGA NAMAN, DIYOSA AKO.
Doon ko na lang kayo sisilipin.
Kasi ayoko ng gulo. Layuan niyo ako gulo.
Dito lang ako sa ulap ko.
Diyan kayo sa lupa niyo.
Okey?
Very occasionally, if you really pay attention, life doesn’t suck.
- Joss Whedon
Wesley: I didn’t sleep very well.
Angel: Yeah,
and you look like hell. Not the fun one, where they burn you with hot
pokers for all eternity, but the hardcore one. You know, Nixon and
Brittney Spears.
Us, the distinction of human and beast guarded by a soul.
Magev: “Fight!"
Angel: "I am fighting!"
Magev: "Yourself. You’re fighting yourself. Fight me! Why are you holding back? Why can’t you let go?"
Angel: "Because."
Magev: "Why?"
Angel over their locked staffs: "If I let it, it’ll kill you."
Magev: "It?"
Angel disengages and steps back: "The demon."
Magev: "Ha! But the demon is you!"
Angel: "No."
Magev: "Yes! That’s the thing you spend so much energy trying to conceal!"
Angel shakes his head: "No, I just - I can’t let it control me."
Magev
nods: "Ah. I see. (Hits Angel’s knee hard then hooks the staff behind
his legs to drop him onto his back) You *don’t* think it controls you?"
‘Guise Will Be Guise’ (2.06)
Life
Angel: "Well, I guess I kinda - worked it out. If there is no great
glorious end to all this, if - nothing we do matters, - then all that
matters is what we do. ’cause that’s all there is. What we do, now,
today. - I fought for so long. For redemption, for a reward - finally
just to beat the other guy, but… I never got it."
Kate: "And now you do?"
Angel:
"Not all of it. All I wanna do is help. I wanna help because - I don’t
think people should suffer, as they do. Because, if there is no bigger
meaning, then the smallest act of kindness - is the greatest thing in
the world."
‘Epiphany’ (2.16)
Angel: “…I did get time to think. About us, about the world. -
Nothing in the world is the way it ought to be. - It’s harsh, and
cruel. - But that’s why there’s us. Champions. It doesn’t matter where
we come from, what we’ve done or suffered, or even if we make a
difference. We live as though the world was what it should be, to show
it what it can be.”
‘Deep Down’ (4.01)
Masakit ang ulo ko sa kakapilit sa utak kong mag-isip. Pero no choice. Kailangang mag-isip. At bakit? Kailangang maglista ng bakit.
Kapag natapos ko na ang thesis… mini-thesis ko, ito ang mga gagawin ko:
1. MARATHON NG BUFFY WITH NERI. - Dapat award ko to kapag matapos ko ang script ko e pero keri talaga kapag kapos sa oras ang lahat ng tao. Hindi naman sakin ung VCD kasi. Haha.
2. MARATHON NG VERONICA MARS. - Shempre, ako muna ang manonood. Dahil selfish ako, haha. Pero ano? Sabi mo dati magmamarathon tayo, tuloy pa ba?
3. PANOORIN NA ANG HEROES. - Curious lang.
4. MAGMO-MALL HANGGANG SA DULO NG WALANG HANGGAN. - Shemps, swim in sin na talaga. Shopping galore… err, window-shopping galore.
5. ILILIBRE LAHAT NG KAIBIGAN. - Yung mga nakatulong sa’kin at talagang nagstay sa isang taong complaints ko. Kilala niyo na kung sino kayo. Special mention kayla Deane at U.
6. SUMMER GETAWAY. - Ewan. Bahala ka na. Nyak. Haha.
7. MATAPOS NA BASAHIN ANG MGA WALANG KWENTANG LIBRO. - Yey, books! Para maisauli ko na rin. Hehe.
8. ROAD TRIP! - Hoy, looking forward ako diyan ha.
9. MAGSULAT NG MGA KWENTONG GUSTO KONG ISULAT. - Tapusin ang lahat ng kwento na nastuck sa hard disk.
10. MAGSISIMBA AKO! - Ala lang. Sinabi ko kasi dati e. Tsaka ritwal na rin. Pero hindi dito. Maghahanap ako ng simbahang ginawa ng mga inaping Indio. Mga ganun. Astig yung design e.
— Sana madagdagan ko ‘to bukas para hindi ako panghinaan na naman ng loob.
Natapos ko na ang script! Natapos ko na! Kahit hindi ko to mapasa, o pumasa, pwede na akong mamatay… after ma-incarnate si Spike…
GO ME!
One year! One year of complaining! Dozens of revisions and sleepless nights! Not to mention coffee and the baldness effect!
GOOOOOOO ME!
Me disminorya nga lang ako, destroying my best day ever. Malelate pa ako sa UP at di makakahang. Rawr.
